I'm Kate. I'm a 20 year old junior at university struggling with borderline personality disorder, major depression disorder, panic disorder, an addiction to self-harm, and self hatred. Cheers.

2nd March 2012

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Realizations…

I’ve figured out that I only post on this account when I’m in a really bad place or disassociating. And right now it’s combo time… I honestly am trying so hard to get better, to not cut, to be happy. But I’m pretty damn sure my meds aren’t doing anything for me and my psychiatrist is loath to change them. I’m frustrated like no other. Di immortales! I’m falling behind in my classes. One of my professors actually emailed me to make sure that I was okay. Of course I lied and said I had just been sick, but I was kind of… Mental illness counts as being sick, yeah? 

I’m trying so hard not to cut tonight… please, please let me be stronger than my addiction.

2nd March 2012

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boytheselittlethings:

Oh i will.

boytheselittlethings:

Oh i will.

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mementovivere92:

“If you struggle with self-injury, you are not a ‘cutter’. You are a person. You are not only your pain. You are not only wounds and scars. You are also better things. You are possibility, and promise, hope and healing, daydreams, favorite books and favorite songs. You are the people who you love and the people who love you. You are hope and change, and things worth fighting for. This is all your story, and your story isn’t over.”- Jamie Tworkowski
Self-injury Awareness Day. Heres to healing. Heres to hope. Heres to recovery. Heres to those who still struggle. We will be the hopeful. <3

mementovivere92:

“If you struggle with self-injury, you are not a ‘cutter’. You are a person. You are not only your pain. You are not only wounds and scars. You are also better things. You are possibility, and promise, hope and healing, daydreams, favorite books and favorite songs. You are the people who you love and the people who love you. You are hope and change, and things worth fighting for. This is all your story, and your story isn’t over.”- Jamie Tworkowski

Self-injury Awareness Day. Heres to healing. Heres to hope. Heres to recovery. Heres to those who still struggle. We will be the hopeful. <3

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2nd March 2012

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When someone attempts suicide,

proudofmyscars:

They don’t need to be sent away to a crazy house. They don’t need doctors or people being mad at them. All they need is support. They need someone that will be there no matter how hard they try to push them away. They need a light in the suffocating darkness. They need a friend.

I couldn’t have put it better myself. 

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I suppose it’s a comfort, perhaps a sense of self-control, doing worse damage to yourself then the world will ever dare inflict.
— Chuck Palahniuk (via poisonmewithyourlove)

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Kill all my demons, and my angels might die too.
— Tennessee Williams (via annaharo)

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What my depression is doing to my life…

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